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20 April 2020 @ 12:36 am
I appreciate the people who make these things SO much more now. I've been doing this for SIX hours. Maybe more. And... still not even done with Gundam Wing. Let alone my other fandoms. Holy crap. Talk about tedious.

I know it's a pain to follow tags around, even if I label fairly accurately. This is much, much easier for everyone. Except me. Damn, this is hard as hell to do. I knew it would be, but still. It's taking the life out of me. For the record, I fail at summaries and as I get more tired, they fall apart more and more. Feel free to point out any idiocy on my part - misspellings, broken or incorrect links... Slowly, but surely, I'll get everything on here. *Deep breaths*

Oh, and if anyone has any links handy on where I can check out html text modifications, I'll love you forever. My html has never been much more than functional, and I'm staring at the screen going... I know I can make things big and shiny and colorful... somehow... XD

Soooo, I guess I'll date this for way in the future. That's all I have to do... right?

Eventually, this will have the basic outside links to my archives and such along with easy access to all my creative writing on LJ. If you see anything out of place, have suggestions or just want to jump out and scare me, go right ahead. I'm kind of fumbling around blindly, anyways.


This updating system is just so I (and anyone monitoring my progress) can keep track of how close I am to completing this listing. I will try to put an update note after completing the bulk of the work I plan to do at the time.

Update 1: Almost completed archiving Gundam Wing. Some chaptered fics remain. Added 'Arcs' section. Still need to look up text altering HTML. Checked for fics missing the gw tag and found none. Still haven't checked 55_themes for fics that may not be in my journal from 2005. Also noted that several older entries need their tags updated. Considering putting a writing tag on fanfiction as well as poetry and original pieces.

Update 2: Completed archiving current GW pieces. Completed Hikaru no Go section. Added the Fairy Tail tag. Added Fairy Tail section. Added Air Gear section. Added Original, Bleach, NANA, Black Cat and Naruto sections. Still need to check for writing tags. Need to track down original poetry and add original tag to it. Still need to check 55_themes.

Update 3: Realized some Hikago pieces are missing. Will fix later. Also missing the story Matched from Pride and Prejudice.


My LJ Fanfiction Archive
Sorted By Fandom and Length
Alphabetized per section

LJ Fics: Currently Under Construction )
 
 
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Lish
12 May 2012 @ 08:54 pm
I forgot to post these up after the reveal - I made some icons (my first ever!) for [community profile] hikarunogo's Isumi month, and also two random Shindou ones because I was trying to learn, ahaha.

If you like, feel free to take - let me know which ones you like enough to use! Credit is greatly appreciated, but not strictly mandatory.

EDIT: OH I FORGOT TO MENTION I PLACED. D: I WAS SO SHOCKED.





SO NEAT.


Panic:


Panic w/border:


Isumi/Waya textless:


Isumi/Waya You:


Sunshine:


Eating:


Hold on to Me:


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Lish
07 May 2012 @ 04:52 am
Comment on this post with "I love libraries" and I’ll give you seven things I want you to talk about. They may make sense or they may be totally random. Then post that list to your journal with your commentary. Other people can get lists from you and the meme merrily perpetuates itself.

[personal profile] inoru_no_hoshi gave me the following (which I will answer briefly because fdkjghldkfjgh I could write whole books on these subjects zomg):

Being a mom

DJSHGDJGHDSKJG My baby is so cute and lovely and I'm so proud to be his mommy! It's tough, you know, being a parent, but it's super awesome, too. <3

Hikaru no Go (CHEAP SHOT I HAD TO)

My eternal fandom, home of my ultimate OTP, a series I will never ever stop loving, there's too much to say. Rich characters, deep and moving story lines, brilliant dialogue, Hikago has it all. Coming of age, loss, finding your way, friends, rivals, everything. So so so much love.

Fairy Tail

Hands down best ongoing series out there. I found this randomly, looking for something new to read, and was instantly hooked. Magic and adventure and dark pasts and finding a home, a family, when you have none, the bonds of love and trust and friendship - this series hits all my feels, and it's common for me to cry during episodes. I'm really hoping Erza and Jellal finally get to be happy one of these days... <3

gaming

A gamer is me. My sister used to call me Gamer girl when I was a kid. I pretty much exclusively play RPG's with a few exceptions, and I'm one of those people who will VANISH into a game only to resurface days later, babbling about how amazing it was. I beat FFIX for the first time in one sitting, heh. My favorite game is probably Tales of Symphonia - so so much love for that game and KRATOS <333, but there are many notables, including other Tales games, a handful of the FF games, the Persona series, the Disgaea series, the Star Ocean series, the Grandia series... oh man, so many. <333

second-favourite author (since you gush about Chuck Wendig so much... xD)

Neil Gaiman! SO MUCH LOVE. American Gods and Good Omens are at the top of my list, but he's got so much to discover, and he's such an amazing person. <333

Go

Learned from Hikago, of course, I... suck badly at it, heh. My best friend from high school got into it with me though, and he bought a beautiful shinkaya goban with Yunzi stones, and we went and picked them up in LA, spending the day in Little Tokyo~! Hoping to start attending a Go club in the near future...

Favourite class you're attending

Phil of mind and Phil of Religion, both taught by McCormack, the coolest teacher ever. No really, he built a fully function, to spec, R2D2, complete with fire extinguisher. He's AMAZING. <333

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Lish
If you're looking for my usual fare of fluffy romance fanfiction, run away from this post. This is original fiction written for Chuck Wendig's Must Love Dinosaurs flash fiction challenge, and it has no romance to speak of, and instead has strange, unexplained stuff and a touch of violence and gore. Oh, and a dinosaur, of course.

Just under the maximum limit of 1000 words, rated R for disturbing violence, I give you Rawr the Plush Velociraptor.

Rawr the plush velociraptor smashed through Jeanine’s doll collection, causing havoc wherever it went. )

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Lish
01 April 2012 @ 07:42 pm
Rewatch chat. Again. XD

NC-17, crack, drunkenness, drunken sexual activities.

Touya isn’t sure why he let Shindou talk him into coming to this party, but he did and now he’s here, sipping at an iced tea and staring around at the people who are all way too drunk to play Go. )

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Lish
29 March 2012 @ 04:03 am
Title: Life Imitates Art (Or Fiction)
Author: hostilecrayon
Pairing: AkiHika
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Lemon
Word Count: 7,376
Summary: Sometimes fiction is what's needed to see what's real.
Notes: Written for cyphomandra, who bid on me for help_japan (and it took me forever, so many apologies - I hope the length helps make up for the wait). Thanks to the many faces of the never-ending rewatch chat - Ver, Degrees, Inoru and Very, among others. I hope everyone likes this fic as much as you all did!

Though I have been told this is very sweet, here's a silly macro before we begin.




Life Imitates Art (Or Fiction) )

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Lish
28 March 2012 @ 04:17 pm
This image is a preview of the fic I am writing (WHEN I SHOULD BE WRITING 49856387464987 OTHER THINGS, ZOMG). The icon is also directly related. Look forward to it! XDDDD



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Lish
23 March 2012 @ 05:21 pm
SERIOUS FOOTNOTE AT THE END. EVEN IF YOU SKIP THE NONSENSE, PLEASE READ IF YOU HAVE TIME. THANK YOU.

Just a listing of all the currently pressing fandom things I started/signed up for.

Rewatch. Every week for like, what, the next four months or something, plus chat. <3
Ihikago Podfics. Four of them.
GW Gift Exchange. ...Haven't even started it, but I'm pretty sure I have an idea I can dump in one sitting when I'm feeling it.
Remix. Pretty sure I've picked the fic I'm remixing already, but still only have shadowy ideas floating around. Soon, it'll come clear.
BG. I'm working on two fics for this.
MoR. Probably needs at least 20K still. Probably more.
Help Japan. I did not forget, and have partial fics waiting for me to finish.
The World Between Awake and Asleep. Not dead, just on hiatus until after May, because ZOMG ALMOST ALL OF THESE THINGS ABOVE ARE DUE IN APRIL AND MAY. SERIOUSLY.
1sentence. Seriously cannot default again, holy crap.

Seriously, I probably forgot things. And there are other sequels/prompt fics/projects I'm still considering 'active' in my mess of a brain.

OH YEAH, AND SCHOOL. AND BABY. AND CRAZY LIFE. AND HANGING OUT WITH TIARA.

Yep. Insane. Just completely psychotic.

I LOVE FANDOM SO MUCH.

(Also, a footnote. I read each and every response to that entry, and I love you guys all so much. I was not expecting a response like that AT ALL, and it's seriously so overwhelming and heart-warming and completely beyond words. I know I did not reply to any of you individually, and I'd probably weep all the tears if I tried to, just out of the amazing feeling of support and acceptance and understanding from you all - it's something I haven't had a lot of in my life, so trust me when I say it bowled me over. I don't think that I'll be posting further on this issue, mainly out of how ridiculously complex this situation is, but just trust me, your words and well wishes and kind offers are not lost on me. I feel so much closer to fandom than I ever have. You guys are my rock, my eternal love, my main source of happiness. I just really wanted to make sure you guys don't feel like I'm ignoring you - I just really need to pretend like things are normal to keep functioning properly, heh. I will never, ever forget this, and the only way that I know how to repay you all is to keep as active as possible in fandom and continue to play with you all. :D Seriously, fandom has made all the difference in the world to me, and I hope we can continue to play until the end of our days and beyond. So much love for each and every one of you.)

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Lish
23 March 2012 @ 11:16 am




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Lish
10 March 2012 @ 12:07 am
Originally posted by [personal profile] angearia at National Protest Against the War on Women
Originally posted by [personal profile] gabrielleabelle at National Protest Against the War on Women
Horrified at the latest encroachments on the rights and freedom of women in the US?

Do charts like this freak you the fuck out? (Source)

Are you pissed off that your access to birth control is under attack? Or that some politicians are trying to enforce vaginal ultrasounds before abortions? Or that Santorum thinks your sex and body are his business? Starting to feel like we've taken a huge step backward in terms of women's advancement?

THEN PROTEST!

I know some people (understandably) don't have a Facebook, and this thing doesn't appear to have an off-FB site, but please take a look-see at THIS.

The deets:

On Saturday, April 28th, there will be a National Protest Against the War on Women.

This protest will be at every state capitol, plus D.C.

This organizing page has the links to each states' page (on the right sidebar, click "see more", and scroll down).

I'm not the organizer of any of these events. I'm just another pissed off woman who's planning to attend.



NOTE: I labelled this as Rape Culture because I think it's directly relevant.

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Lish
09 March 2012 @ 01:52 am

.Click on banner to reach the link.


:DDDD

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Lish
09 March 2012 @ 01:35 am
Meme going around right now~!

Give me a character and I will tell you:


Why I like them
Favorite line
Favorite outfit
OTP(s)
A wish
An oh-god-please-dont-ever-happen
5 words to best describe them
My nickname for them


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Lish
07 March 2012 @ 02:08 pm
themeancrayon 2:06 pm
Worst timing ever, because they're talking about people being raped and murdered and other people doing NOTHING to help. Ahaha, crazy conversations in this class.
*Stares at R2D2*

[personal profile] chagrined
oh dear
haha
that is a weird conversation to have while thinking about touya bondage porn and looking at r2d2
XD

themeancrayon 2:07 pm
RIGHT? THIS IS MY LIFE.

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Lish
05 March 2012 @ 05:50 pm
You know it's bad when even in Japan Club, writing Yaoi fanfiction makes you a freak.

I mentioned Gundam Wing. And some guy was like, hey, does anyone know about the yaoi thing? And the 1x2 thing? And how it's different from 2x1? And I was like yes, of course, I write it. And the rest of the room was either completely appalled or nervously laughing and telling me to leave the pretty boys alone.

So, guys, apparently I am a freak among freaks. XDDD;

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Lish
05 March 2012 @ 04:27 am
It's Cracktastic March, and crack prompts and drabbles are happening NOW on [community profile] hikarunogo!

Come play with us!

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Lish
03 March 2012 @ 08:13 am
Meme ganked from [personal profile] ukefied and [personal profile] troisroyaumes.

Books I'm reading: Stardust by Neil Gaiman, Hyperion by Dan Simmons and the 10th anniversary of American Gods (The preferred author's text) by Neil Gaiman.

Books I'm writing: The Realm of Gaia, which will probably get a name change before trying to publish, and which is also sitting and doing nothing. Also, I occasionally poke at Shinji's Vow, which I hope someday I'll actually write, heh.

The book I love the most: American Gods by Neil Gaiman, and probably also Good Omens by Neil Gaiman and Terry Prachett

The last book I received as a gift: ...Uh. Hm. People seldom give me books, despite how much I'd like to receive them. Ray's mom gave me a book called 'If You're Reading This, It's Too Late' by Pseudonymous Bosch, but since it's the second in the series, I'm waiting to get the first before I read it, ahaha.

The last book I gave as a gift: I bought a bunch of books all at once for a few different people, actually. I gave my nephew The Graveyard Book by Neil Gaiman, I gave Tyler and Bobek Good Omens and the 10th Anniversary Edition of American Gods, I gave Veronica Good Omens, and I also gave Tiara Good Omens and the 10th Anniversary Edition of American Gods. ...Yeah, Neil Gaiman is my favorite author, so I'm spreading the love, heh.

The nearest book: Well, technically, the nearest book is Genki 2, my Japanese textbook. But otherwise, there's my Oxford American's Writer's Thesaurus, a Japanese Dictionary and Jhonen Vasquez's Squee's Wonderful Big Giant Book of Unspeakable Horrors on the headboard, a zillion books in my closet, and another handful of books in the stackable drawers at the end of the bed, one of which being the aforementioned Stardust by Neil Gaiman. Oh, and my phone has a kindle app, on which are the last two books I read - Double Dead and Shotgun Gravy, both by Chuck Wendig.

Mmmm, books. <3

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Lish
03 March 2012 @ 07:54 am
Based on feedback I received during out last live chat (which was tons of fun), the next live chat for the rewatch is today at 6PM PST! What time is that in the rest of the world? The link to the chatroom is here, courtesy of Aja. It’s Campfire, so you do not need an account and there is nothing to download. Just type in a user name and go!

We'll be watching episodes 7 and 8 this time, and last time some of us continued to chat long after the episodes were over, so feel free to join us late if you like! If for some reason, you cannot access the chat, please post here and let me know and we'll get it figured out.

For those of you who cannot attend but would like to still participate in a live chat, feel free to set up your own - I will make a post that you guys can track for setting up unofficial live chats on at the DW hikarunogo comm shortly. Also, I will try to switch up the live chat times each week so that everyone that wants to come will get a chance to attend a live chat.

I hope to see you there!

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Lish
25 February 2012 @ 04:39 am
Ganked from [personal profile] shamanicshaymin!

Reply to this entry and I will give you five prompts. Think of a song that fits each prompt, post the five songs to your journal, and explain your choices. Give prompts to the people who reply to you.

I got: Sugar, sunny, foggy, starlight, blue (the color and/or mood)

I'm going with the first song that pops into my head, since otherwise I'd be doing this for hours. XDD

1. Sugar

Sugar Sugar - The Archies



...Pretty self-explanatory. XDD

2. Sunny

Her Eyes - Pat Monahan



This song is AMAZING. And since the chorus has mention of blue skies and sunrise, I'm using it. XD This song is totally about me.

3. Foggy

Best I Ever Had (Grey Sky Morning) - Vertical Horizon



This song is a blast from my past. I guess I just translated grasy sky morning into fog, but you know, whatever works.

4. Starlight

By Starlight - The Smashing Pumpkins



I could only find it live, but this song is so beautiful and awesome and love. <333 I miss when Billy used to make this kind of music. X.x

5. Blue

Who Am I To Say - Hope



This is the only song that wasn't my first thought - but this song says the color blue AND is one of the saddest songs EVER, so it fits. Plus, I like it WAAAAY more than Almost Blue, which was my first thought. Hope is amazing.

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Lish
21 February 2012 @ 02:14 pm
I just wanted to let you rewatchers know that I am currently seeding this Hikago anime torrent if you need/want the good quality fansubbed version of Hikago. I will seed whenever I am home, and since I lost my job *cries* that'll be more than just in the middle of the night now. I'm not the only one seeding this torrent, and it downloads quite quickly, so if you want it, get it.

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Lish
19 February 2012 @ 11:16 pm
[personal profile] white_mage did a letter meme and it looked like fun, so here I am jumping on the bandwagon. Wee!

Comment to this entry and I'll give you a letter. List ten things that you love that begin with that letter and then post that list on your journal.

I was given 'B'.

Black Blood Brothers, Boyfriend, Baby, Boy Love, Bangerang, Blind Go, the movie Big, Bento Boxes, Butterflies, and the color Blue.

OKAY SLEEP TIEM NAO. *Dies*

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Lish
This is meant to stand alone, but it is also a part of a larger series of pieces all written only for Porn Battles. It can be found here.

Ah, here we are, Juxtaposition Part VI. Is it over? Of course it's not. Because I can never end anything in a timely fashion. Also, uh… somehow there isn’t any porn in this at all. I guess that’s coming in the next piece. Which… you might have to wait until Porn Battle XIV for. …Sorry?

Prompts: black, wrist, push, afraid, breathe, opening, move

On the Line )

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05 February 2012 @ 03:29 pm
This is part of the Justaposition series. Other parts can be found here.

Part V, out on the first day. These keep getting less and less porny. Whoops. Written for the Porn Battle.

Prompts: Masturbation, texting


Waiting )

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Lish
05 February 2012 @ 10:18 am
There are lots of Hikago prompts to choose from (and some Gundam Wing ones, and some Fairy Tail ones, and some Final Fantasy ones), so get to writing! You have until Monday the 13th! Go go go!

Porn Battle XIII

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Lish
30 January 2012 @ 09:12 pm


If you'd like to participate in the Epic Hikago Rewatch (or even watch it for the very first time), go here for all the details!

I'm excited, and I'm running the thing, so even if you weren't that interested, come support me in my first official coadmin job at [community profile] hikarunogo by participating anyway! :D



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Lish
24 January 2012 @ 09:03 pm
From my Senior Seminar - Philosophy of Space and Time:

More detailed course description: Our course is about space. What sort of space? Not empty space. If you have a cubic box that is one foot on each edge and you fill it with marbles, then how much space is there left in the box? There are two answers. (1) A cubic foot. (2) It depends on how big the marbles are. Our course is about space in the sense of (1). And what about time? We don't mean free time. We mean the stuff that clocks measure. In this particular sense of space and time, this is a course in metaphysics and the philosophy of science that focuses on issues involving space and time.

Here are four examples of those issues:

Time has an arrow. We see this arrow when events "unfold" in a one-way direction. For example unbroken eggs turn into omelets, but omelets never turn into unbroken eggs. A rock leaves your hand and falls into a pond causing expanding waves. However, contracting waves on the pond never reach a point where they eject a rock into your hand leaving a smooth pond surface. What would human experience be like if time's arrow reversed direction in some far off corner of the universe? Would the people there walk backwards up steps while remembering the future?
Without minds in the world, nothing in the world would be surprising or beautiful or interesting. Can we add that nothing would be in time?
If all the matter and energy were to be removed from all of space, would empty space still be left, or instead would even empty space be gone?
Most philosophers of science claim to know there are more points of space on the line between you and the North Pole than there are rational numbers (fractions that are either negative or positive), yet there are infinitely many rational numbers. How do they know this if they haven't themselves counted the points?
These and our other issues will be placed in historical context, but they won't be covered in chronological order. Still, the course's historical range is broad. For example, we will examine the views of the ancient Greek atomists who invented the concept of space; and we will investigate the oldest metaphysical problem in European philosophy, the problem of change. We will also consider the impact of 21st century theories of quantum gravity on our civilization's understanding of space and time. The relevant scientific theories, such as Einstein's theories of relativity, will be introduced as needed, but only informally.

Regarding the philosophical issue of travel through space, the most important point to remember is that wherever you go, there you are. Your luggage is another story.



This is the kind of stuff I study ALL THE TIME. No wonder I'm such a weirdo. (I love it!)

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22 January 2012 @ 09:46 am
This looks fun!

Pretend for a minute that the only contact you have ever had with me is through my fic. We've never exchanged LJ/DW comments or emails, never hung out in chat or on YM/AIM, never talked on the phone or met each other in person, none of that stuff. The only thing you know about me is the kind of fic I write.

What kind of person would you think I am? How would you describe my attitudes and opinions about real-life issues? Or, to use the rephrased question: Based on the way I write my characters, and the way they speak, think, and behave, what would that say to you about me?


Let me have it!

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Lish
Yeah, so, loss of laptop made it hard to finish. XD So, here I go, making up for it.

Day 9

In your own space, create a fanwork. A drabble, a ficlet, or an icon, art or meta or a rec list. A picspam. Something.

Okay, so, I should have used Beauty and the Pants for this, but hindsight and all. So instead, I'll post the drabble I've been holding onto for [personal profile] ukefied, since BG fic ate my brain and I have only half-written drabbles for my other two prompt while I was pouring almost 8K of my soul out on paper. XD

Ukefied prompted me with FFIV, Edge/Rydia: EDGE JUST DOESN'T KNOW WHEN TO STOP, and I somehow produced a dialogue only drabble.

If At First You Don’t Succeed, Get More Outlandish )


Day 11

In your own space, ask for recs. Something as simple as "I like XYZ (where XYZ is a kink, a pairing, a trope, etc) - please rec me some."

This is hard. I've probably read almost all of the good AkiHika out there (which, yeah, I've read that much of it XD) and though I've been out of the GW loop for a while, I still manage to keep up well enough. I WANT Gray/Natsu fics, but hell, are they elusive. What I'd REALLY love to see? An Agito/Ikki/Akito fic from Air Gear. SERIOUSLY. I ship this SO HARD, and there's nothing. NOTHING. I want something with BOTH personalities, with super extra bonus points if Agito tops Ikki and Akito bottoms, and ALL THE LOVE IN THE WORLD if Akito switches to Agito when Ikki is still penetrating him, and gets mad and takes charge. Like, seriously, I feel like I've been waiting forever to see this, and I don't know if I could write it, but DAMN, do I want to read it.

Sigh. All my pairings are either impossible to find or I've already eaten up all that has been given to me. If you know of some smaller GW 1=2 fics I could have missed - the smaller fics seem to escape me sometimes - that's cool. Also, on a friending meme earlier, I squeed with midori_lover about the Ao no Exorcist pairing Rin/Bon, which I've never read (!) so if you happen to have any of those handy, gimmie? :D

I really like vanilla kinks - stuff like a hand obsession (this for Hikago forever <3) or light toy play, or handcuffs, or public sex, hee. I don't get very hardcore, though - if it gets too violent or icky, I run away. XDDD So, uh, just rec me whatever you want from wherever you want! But if it's a fandom I don't know, try to keep it short so I don't get lost? :D


More to come soon~.

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Lish
21 January 2012 @ 11:35 am
Some of you may already know, but [community profile] hikarunogo will be hosting a Hikago Rewatch in the near future, please head on over here and take the poll so we can organize it to fit your needs! Also, if you've never seen it, now's the time! <3 Tell everyone - it's time to celebrate the awesome that is the Hikaru no Go anime!

Also, ZOMG, [personal profile] llamabitchyo wrote me the most awesome smutty chat fic yesterday, which you can find here: AkiHika, rough sex

Give her love for the awesome - she wrote that just off the top of her head! <3

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21 January 2012 @ 08:55 am
I named my laptop 'Edge' after Edge Geraldine from FFIV, because it's sexy and fast and epic. <3 I just watched an episode of Fairy Tail on it, and ZOMG, it's LOUD. Those four speakers are actually awesome and not at all quiet and tinny like I expected. <3

Nom nom nom, cold Beef and Cheddars from Arby's. <3

ANYWAY, I've been customizing Edge, and now I have this adorable Fairy Tail wallpaper, which makes Edge look so awesome! I also have an Ao no Exorcist Chrome theme. The pretty, it never stops! *.*

And, best part - NO MORE FREEZING. I still have internet issues here, but that ends this weekend, and I'll be back in Sac with COMCAST. LET THE DOWNLOADING COMMENCE.

Instead of getting my books today when I can just as easily do it on Monday, we're going to try to hunt down a car for me. I found a few promising-looking things on Craig's List, but we'll see. I MUST have a car before the weekend ends, though!

I made some new friends via friending memes~! HI NEW FRIENDS. :DDDD

So much to do~!

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Bonkers Rating: busybusy
 
 
Lish
21 January 2012 @ 02:05 am
Okay, so, I still have to wait for the tip for the cord to my netbook so I can transfer everything on over, but for the most part, things are fabulous! This laptop has 8GBs of RAM, a quad core processor, and a TERABYTE hard drive. Plus, after using the netbook for so long, I feel like this 15.6 inch screen is the hugest thing ever. The one downside is that it's quite a bit heavier, but I'll get over it. Maybe I'll break down and get a rolling backpack. I hate those, because it makes me feel a) lazy and b) like I'm at the airport, but I have severe issues with my shoulder as it is, so maybe its time I stopped trying to be super woman.

Because I got such an awesome laptop, I'm sticking with my old phone that is steadily trying to die on me - lots of freezes and spazzes from it lately. But honestly, if I wasn't using it 24/7, it might help. Enter super laptop to the rescue. I get free internet at school and will feel much more comfortable on my own computer instead of a lab computer, especially since the labs often get full, and yuck to that.

LJ kids, if you want to try to connect with who is left on LJ, check out the 'We're still here!' friending meme:

~* We're Still on LJ! A Multi-Fandom Friending Meme *~

I'm working on customizing my laptop now, since I won't want to later, and I have a cute Fairy Tail wallpaper and an Ao no Exorcist Google Chrome theme, and it's rockin'. The netbook couldn't change wallpapers, and it was so small, themes were laughable. So, huzzah for epic laptops.

I think tomorrow I'll be going to get my books and such. Ray is probably going to end up staying behind a bit next week to get us all packed up, since school starts Monday and it would be impossible to move us in that quickly, especially with him working.

My BG hopeful fic is amazeballs. At least, I think it is. I guess we'll see what you guys think in about four months. :D

I also got my GW fic exchange prompt. ...It's going to be a challenge for me, but I think I can pull it off without squicking myself. XD I know I don't have to include all elements, but you know, it's a challenge and all. :D

ZOMG SCHOOL STARTS MONDAY. *Dies*

Sooooooo tired...

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Bonkers Rating: exhaustedexhausted
 
 
Lish
19 January 2012 @ 12:32 pm
So I wasn't going to, because I already pay for LJ, but but ICONS. So since I got my school money today, I paid for my DW, too, and now I can edit comments and make polls and MOST IMPORTANTLY, I HAVE ALL MY ICONS!

I'll have my laptop in the next couple of days, so look for a poll on [community profile] hikarunogo concerning a Hikago rewatch! If you haven't seen it yet, you HAVE to join us! <3

Yay, school money!

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Bonkers Rating: bouncybouncy
Currently Rocking Out To: This is for Keeps - The Spill Canvas
 
 
Lish
16 January 2012 @ 07:08 pm
Seriously, the BG hopeful fic I'm writing right now is just too amazing for words. I think it might just be one of the best things I've written. It's not done, so hopefully it stays amazing, and if I can use it for Blind Go, seriously guys, good luck guessing me, because I've totally outclassed myself this time. <3

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Bonkers Rating: ecstaticecstatic
Currently Rocking Out To: Himerus and Eros - The Spill Canvas
 
 
Lish
15 January 2012 @ 01:48 pm
The Porn Battle XIII - Lucky Thirteen has finally been announced! Click the link, note the dates, put up lots of AkiHika prompts when the prompt post goes up so I can give you more Juxtaposition!

I'm so excited, guys!

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Bonkers Rating: excitedexcited
Currently Rocking Out To: Thanks for the Memories - Fall Out Boy
 
 
 
Lish
14 January 2012 @ 09:57 am
You know what the funniest part of this all is? I HAVE A DESKTOP. I don't mean a crappy desktop, either. It's pretty awesome, actually. But because of how our room is set up, I can't watch baby and play on my desktop. X.x However, my new laptop will have a quad core, 8GB of ram and a Terabyte hard drive, so... I can wait a week. XD I'll have to give up getting a new phone to buy it, but ZOMG worth it. I'll get a new phone in August, instead. :D

So what am I doing on my phone in the meantime? Writing crack!fic. Yep. I read this bad!fic tht had the line "Gray... you're pants..." and I laughed forever, showed it to Ver, and she said, "You should fic that!" ...So I am. That's right, I'm writing a Gray/Natsu fic in which for most of it, Gray is A PAIR OF PANTS. Ver says it doesn't touch the crack that is Sweater Cake, so it's okay. XD It takes forever to write on my phone and the office program is annoying, but it's almost done, so look forward to that. XD I can even post it from my phone, thanks to the office program having an awesome copy feature that is actually easy to work, unlike everything else on this phone.

Also, I'm now co-Modding [community profile] hikarunogo with Tari and Qem, so look forward to lots of fun activities in the near future! I'M SO EXCITED.

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Bonkers Rating: excitedexcited
 
 
Lish
12 January 2012 @ 05:16 pm
IT STOPPED WORKING AGAIN! D:

So... my cord worked mysteriously for what, two days? And now it's broken again, and I'm on my last hour or so of battery trying to pretend it'll never die, because when it does, I'm going to be SO SAD.

...Thinking of paying for IM+ so I have SOMTHING...

So, for when my laptop fails me, my screennames are:

Gtalk: hostilecrayon
AIM: themeancrayon
Yahoo: themeancrayon
Skype: hostilecrayon
MSN: hostilecrayon@yahoo.com

Now, NORMALLY, I only use AIM and Gtalk (since it's connected to AIM), and recently, very occasionally I use Skype. But since IM+ logs into them all, there you have it. I used to use Digsby, and when I get my new laptop, I might start again, so feel free to add me anywhere and everywhere you want. You can also find me on Facebook and Twitter under hostilecrayon, though my mobile Facebook isn't working, so you'll probably only reach me on Twitter until either my cord randomly starts working again, I get my laptop tip, or I get my new laptop. SIGH. This is a SERIOUS hindrance on my fic writing...

Seriously, add me, because I'm going to be SO LONELY without the interwebs. X.x

EDIT: Oh yeah, IM+ has Facebook chat, so that would work, too.

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